The ego versus hopelessness

The ego versus hopelessness.   The ego is so easily manipulated. It thrives on looking, desiring, wanting 'something' it cannot find. It thrives on avoiding what it doesn't like or want. And yet... what is this thing we call ego? Locked up in an existential crises; ego is trying to exist against all odds... it is a ghost, an idea, at best a concept. Yet this mish mash of neurological wiring which creates a 'sense of self' is holding all the power if you attach and align with it. And so. . . in a hidden despair the ego avoiding hopeless may be trying. Many people are running around awakening, doing workshops, finding the light, getting their feminine to rise. . . Good on them? And many are marketing great promises of success, unlocking emotions, smarter minds, happiness, love, peace, relationship promises etc. Ego's are so drawn to these and lots of money may exchange hands as a result. They may even help, to a point ! Yet [...]

By |2019-10-28T15:41:02+08:00October 28th, 2019|0 Comments

Authentic relating with truth as a portal to intimacy and healing

Authentic relating as a path to awakening. I find it wonderfully transformational, if I get to notice through a direct experience of it, how the subconscious mind (the body) responds to what I am speaking. It's also equally important for me to notice what is being heard in my inner experience, when I am listening to someone. The power of the subconscious mind I find authentic relating requires a deeper subconscious level of information. For example, when I hear a story I am also formulating another story within me (what I think I heard).   If I am not noticing the subconscious material, then I am actually listening through a filtering system (perception).  It's not possible for me to hear the truth, this way.  How I perceive is being filtered through what I already know. How I perceive therefore is  limiting my ability to take in new information, and find new meaning. When I am present I become aware of past unresolved experiences, unexpressed emotions, beliefs [...]

By |2019-10-28T15:43:22+08:00October 19th, 2019|0 Comments

Memory – true or false? – or lessons locked in time

New Paradigm As we open into this new paradigm of a holographic universe, and a world of energy… our perception shifts beyond the world of form, into a more holistic view of an interconnected universe.  Here we can understand more about memory as lessons locked in time, and the journey beyond time, into no time, where we find freedom, interconnection, and magic even.  Here we transcend and embody the lessons of the soul to remember who we are and why we came. Within a unified field theory, where it is all energy at different frequencies, memory is a different frequency warping space time.  It is 'stored' on the fabric of spacetime (or space memory).  Without time there is no memory.  We are merely entangled with that density unconsciously.  The sense of self is a powerful doorway for releasing us from this entanglement. As I have explored deeply my inner world I have come to understandings about memory and particularly how memory is locked in time and entwined with a sense [...]

By |2019-12-20T17:49:16+08:00May 28th, 2017|0 Comments

Can you hear the Truth?

When most of us listen we are actually hearing words through the filter of our mind. Even reading this blog is subjected to this filtering. The mind holds a position, and has an agenda, and it’s trying to fit what it hears into what it already knows so it can get what it wants. It may take a position; for or against, it may be trying to understand in the context of what it already believes. The mind is like a gatekeeper holding onto its ideas and only letting in what it wants, adjusting its understanding, and excluding a whole lot of information. It is trying to maintain a sense of self, an existence, or an ego along with all the stories it has attached to that concept. It is trying to ‘be’ and in so doing is creating a split; an experience of separation, an identity, or a separate little ‘me’. It may even be projecting what it doesn’t like and can’t accept onto others in an effort to [...]

By |2017-05-02T15:03:33+08:00January 26th, 2016|0 Comments